Just found this floating around on Facebook,
Y'all need to check it out. Seems like it'll be quite the game.
In real life!
http://irlshooter.com/
So go check it out, I'm waitin' to see what people think.
Anyway, 3 exams down (that puts me at halfway)
First intern session down, gonna teach a corporate class with one of the instructors
Worked Friday, took today off, illness is telling me: study > work.
Feeling pretty ill, except this isn't like how the music says it.
I am feeling pre-tty darn out of it at the moment.
Gonna make my way through this,
one step at a time.
Back to the old ways.
The Endless bottle.
Where you fill it up as much as you can,
it will never get full, and you'll have no one to share it with.
Each to their own,
Everything to myself.
Feelin' the pressure a little.
Take it easy,
Mr. Jyamaigo
Saturday, June 16, 2012
Thursday, June 14, 2012
Delusions of Grandeur
Sun in the skies, you know how I feel
My moon and stars
Light of my life
Electron to my Hydrogen nucleus
The T Helper cell to my B cell
The vision to my Occipital Lobe
Robin to my Batman
Pepper Potts to my Tony Stark
Screaming, frantic, panicked Shia LeBeef to my Bumblebee
Leia to my Han Solo (COS I DRINK THE SOLO)
Kryptonite to my Superman
And RED when you want me to be ;)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEAUTIFUL x
My moon and stars
Light of my life
Electron to my Hydrogen nucleus
The T Helper cell to my B cell
The vision to my Occipital Lobe
Robin to my Batman
Pepper Potts to my Tony Stark
Screaming, frantic, panicked Shia LeBeef to my Bumblebee
Leia to my Han Solo (COS I DRINK THE SOLO)
Kryptonite to my Superman
And RED when you want me to be ;)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEAUTIFUL x
Wednesday, June 13, 2012
Decisions.
I've done a lot of thinking.
My minds been all over the place.
I'm a bit unstable to be honest.
I have exams coming up though.
No time for fun.
I have to focus.
It all starts today.
Take it easy,
Mr. Jyamaigo
My minds been all over the place.
I'm a bit unstable to be honest.
I have exams coming up though.
No time for fun.
I have to focus.
It all starts today.
Take it easy,
Mr. Jyamaigo
Monday, June 11, 2012
Last Minute Semi-planning.
It's what it's like.
Last minute everything.
'But that's what we're good at right?'
It's been long time since I've seen a smile.
This one was warm and comforting though.
Relief.
I worked today. So much for a public holiday.
'You didn't do jack shit, and you earned quite a bit.'
'Yeah, was alrite.'
'You have to be smart about things.'
I've just realised how much time I spend ... uselessly thinking and waiting
Exams in the way still.
Three in a row, then a couple days before the next barrage
comes and hits me in the face.
I don't even know what to study.
I don't even know what to say lol.
Patience. You have to study smart. Not hard.
You train hard. You must be darn legendary,
to combine the two ALL the time.
Maybe I'll do that someday. But not now.
I can't afford to do that.
There's just not enough time.
But there is enough to be smart about it.
Must be the bad reception. Some of y'all try sending some texts please.
Tell me how they go.
Imma go back to my studying.
I can't guarantee tip top marks.
But I can guarantee that they won't be bad.
Wish me luck. If y'all there.
If not, fear not.
I'll assume.
The days are cold, rain's not gonna be leaving for a while.
Even if it goes. It's always raining in my mind.
Take it easy,
Mr. Jyamaigo
Last minute everything.
'But that's what we're good at right?'
It's been long time since I've seen a smile.
This one was warm and comforting though.
Relief.
I worked today. So much for a public holiday.
'You didn't do jack shit, and you earned quite a bit.'
'Yeah, was alrite.'
'You have to be smart about things.'
I've just realised how much time I spend ... uselessly thinking and waiting
Exams in the way still.
Three in a row, then a couple days before the next barrage
comes and hits me in the face.
I don't even know what to study.
I don't even know what to say lol.
Patience. You have to study smart. Not hard.
You train hard. You must be darn legendary,
to combine the two ALL the time.
Maybe I'll do that someday. But not now.
I can't afford to do that.
There's just not enough time.
But there is enough to be smart about it.
Must be the bad reception. Some of y'all try sending some texts please.
Tell me how they go.
Imma go back to my studying.
I can't guarantee tip top marks.
But I can guarantee that they won't be bad.
Wish me luck. If y'all there.
If not, fear not.
I'll assume.
The days are cold, rain's not gonna be leaving for a while.
Even if it goes. It's always raining in my mind.
Take it easy,
Mr. Jyamaigo
Saturday, June 9, 2012
The Noise is Back.
Wakin' up in the mornin, It's only half an hour before work starts.
My brain is in overdrive. My body? Well, let's just say I didn't even have enough coordination to kick the sheets off of me. Threw on my clothes, forgot my contacts and juggled my bag and oatmeal bowl onto the car, still tying my shoelaces. It was like this every Saturday.
The night before I always tell myself to sleep early.
Never works.
Work went by surprisingly smoothly though.
Greeted moar people than I thought I knew at this workplace.
Even talked to a person for longer than I thought I would. Two people actually.
Lunch flew by. Hours flew by.
And I was home. I craved a good meal.
Even if it was just plain rice and chicken.
I was pushed forcefully into my room by my conscience.
It was almost like I could detect when arguments started.
Not cool. Safe. But not cool.
It was 6.30pm.
Empty in all senses of the word. I sat on my bed.
Stared hollowly into the TV.
Pirates was on. They didn't make nearly as much noise as what I could still hear outside.
Dinner wasn't going to come soon.
My sister appears, and asks me,
You here because it's warm? Looking at the heater.
I nod, but I've taught her well,
So she thought of an alternate reason.
You're here because you don't want to hear them argue, aren't you?
I didn't move at first, no response.
Then I looked at her and smiled.
I like hitting two birds with one stone.
So she sat to face the TV and left me to my thoughts.
The only things that made me smile were the texts.
That name flashing on my screen. Again and again.
The messages were there. I was happy replying.
Worried replying. The mixed emotions I felt when I was replying.
Then it was 8.46pm. Outside was silenced.
We're going out for dinner.
Where do you want to go?
No one ever knows where to go.
I don't even want to talk about dinner.
It was shit.
I didn't eat.
Still haven't eaten.
From 6.30pm-12.00am. I had 5 and a half hours to study.
I got back 20 minutes ago.
From now, I only have 1 and a half hours to study, and eat whatever I can find or make.
I'm down with the biggest migraine.
My house is completely frozen. Even the air.
It's hard to breathe.
Remember when I spoke of a balance?
When something good happens,
there's always something bad that happens?
And vice versa?
The only times I had a completely good day, week, month, months
was... nevermind that.
I can't even think anymoar.
I hope I'm the balance for another person, or people.
So I'm actually taking all this, so someone else, or other people, can have a good time.
Take it easy,
Mr. Jyamaigo
My brain is in overdrive. My body? Well, let's just say I didn't even have enough coordination to kick the sheets off of me. Threw on my clothes, forgot my contacts and juggled my bag and oatmeal bowl onto the car, still tying my shoelaces. It was like this every Saturday.
The night before I always tell myself to sleep early.
Never works.
Work went by surprisingly smoothly though.
Greeted moar people than I thought I knew at this workplace.
Even talked to a person for longer than I thought I would. Two people actually.
Lunch flew by. Hours flew by.
And I was home. I craved a good meal.
Even if it was just plain rice and chicken.
I was pushed forcefully into my room by my conscience.
It was almost like I could detect when arguments started.
Not cool. Safe. But not cool.
It was 6.30pm.
Empty in all senses of the word. I sat on my bed.
Stared hollowly into the TV.
Pirates was on. They didn't make nearly as much noise as what I could still hear outside.
Dinner wasn't going to come soon.
My sister appears, and asks me,
You here because it's warm? Looking at the heater.
I nod, but I've taught her well,
So she thought of an alternate reason.
You're here because you don't want to hear them argue, aren't you?
I didn't move at first, no response.
Then I looked at her and smiled.
I like hitting two birds with one stone.
So she sat to face the TV and left me to my thoughts.
The only things that made me smile were the texts.
That name flashing on my screen. Again and again.
The messages were there. I was happy replying.
Worried replying. The mixed emotions I felt when I was replying.
Then it was 8.46pm. Outside was silenced.
We're going out for dinner.
Where do you want to go?
No one ever knows where to go.
I don't even want to talk about dinner.
It was shit.
I didn't eat.
Still haven't eaten.
From 6.30pm-12.00am. I had 5 and a half hours to study.
I got back 20 minutes ago.
From now, I only have 1 and a half hours to study, and eat whatever I can find or make.
I'm down with the biggest migraine.
My house is completely frozen. Even the air.
It's hard to breathe.
Remember when I spoke of a balance?
When something good happens,
there's always something bad that happens?
And vice versa?
The only times I had a completely good day, week, month, months
was... nevermind that.
I can't even think anymoar.
I hope I'm the balance for another person, or people.
So I'm actually taking all this, so someone else, or other people, can have a good time.
Take it easy,
Mr. Jyamaigo
Thursday, June 7, 2012
Another Day
How y'all doing?
It's been quite full-on lately.
Bad situations, conversations,
tempers flaring.
Especially from me I'd have to say.
I would never have expected myself to blog.
Like, at all.
But it seems like, this has been the only place where,
it's been quite, but I haven't felt alone.
Even if I am/might be just talking to myself.
Maybe y'all read this, maybe y'all won't.
I will never know.
But here I am,
struggling through a simple lecture.
So much on my mind.
Music in my ears,
but the lyrics are so cursed so that I may not hear them.
Much to do,
too little time to do them.
There ARE other things I wish I was doing.
But those things would only make ME happy.
So it's not worth troubling everyone else.
Everyday I keep my hope.
Everyday I'm reminded.
Things will never be the same.
Pull my hoodie on.
Close my eyes.
Silence.
It's not nearly as bad as a conversation.
Take it easy,
Mr. Jyamaigo
It's been quite full-on lately.
Bad situations, conversations,
tempers flaring.
Especially from me I'd have to say.
I would never have expected myself to blog.
Like, at all.
But it seems like, this has been the only place where,
it's been quite, but I haven't felt alone.
Even if I am/might be just talking to myself.
Maybe y'all read this, maybe y'all won't.
I will never know.
But here I am,
struggling through a simple lecture.
So much on my mind.
Music in my ears,
but the lyrics are so cursed so that I may not hear them.
Much to do,
too little time to do them.
There ARE other things I wish I was doing.
But those things would only make ME happy.
So it's not worth troubling everyone else.
Everyday I keep my hope.
Everyday I'm reminded.
Things will never be the same.
Pull my hoodie on.
Close my eyes.
Silence.
It's not nearly as bad as a conversation.
Take it easy,
Mr. Jyamaigo
Wednesday, June 6, 2012
No.
You know this kind of thing?
THIS, is the kind of thing,
that makes me ANGRY.
Now if you don't know what it is that made me angry.
There's no use acting smart.
You're tricking yourself.
Don't take it easy.
Mr. Jyamaigo
THIS, is the kind of thing,
that makes me ANGRY.
Now if you don't know what it is that made me angry.
There's no use acting smart.
You're tricking yourself.
Don't take it easy.
Mr. Jyamaigo
Cold.
Walking down a familiar path,
it's all darkness.
The thrashing winds,
the piercing chill and just freezes you to the bone.
Head bowed.
Rain pours down,
splashing of the car tires on the left side,
the pitter patter of the rain on the roofs on the right side.
Crunching gravel, making it sound like a trek up a mountain.
It's cold. To be honest, it's probably fair to say it was freezing.
Traffic lights flashing, trees' whispers become howls,
the blown leaves whirl like hurricanes.
This all being said.
The walking pace didn't increase,
the mind was emptied,
and there was nothing but a lingering feeling.
A search.
People always talk of the eye of the storm.
That's all that was being looked for.
It wasn't to be found.
There was to be no peace.
And this was only a quarter of the way.
I pulled my jumper closer together.
I really need to get a new one,
one that actually has a zipper that works.
A hoodie that's not so huge that it collects the wind,
instead of keeping my head warm.
Hands frozen to the point of being numb.
Legs completely senseless.
I continued walking.
These things I feel. But -
They're also the things I don't feel.
The umbrella was blown away,
the light backpack in my hand was taken along with it.
The wind tore at me.
How can a place so familiar, become so hostile?
I bowed my head even further at first.
But the wind pulled the hoodie straight off my head.
So I faced it.
It felt like an unstoppable gale, coupled with the strongest vacuum.
Everything was starting to give in.
The cars were lifted like there was no gravity left.
Trees were being uprooted.
The traffic lights shone no longer.
A blinding white light absorbed it all,
and flicked off as suddenly as it had appeared.
I opened my eyes.
I sniffled.
I'm getting sick, it'll go away though,
I haven't been sick for as long as I can remember...
I looked out the window.
What if you do get sick, hmm?
What do you mean? haha
No. Seriously. What would you do?
I think I'll just cave in if I get sick.
If I become completely sick,
If I get a full-blown illness...
I'm gonna just cave into it.
There's really no point anymoar.
No point. At all.
Take it easy,
Mr. Jyamaigo
it's all darkness.
The thrashing winds,
the piercing chill and just freezes you to the bone.
Head bowed.
Rain pours down,
splashing of the car tires on the left side,
the pitter patter of the rain on the roofs on the right side.
Crunching gravel, making it sound like a trek up a mountain.
It's cold. To be honest, it's probably fair to say it was freezing.
Traffic lights flashing, trees' whispers become howls,
the blown leaves whirl like hurricanes.
This all being said.
The walking pace didn't increase,
the mind was emptied,
and there was nothing but a lingering feeling.
A search.
People always talk of the eye of the storm.
That's all that was being looked for.
It wasn't to be found.
There was to be no peace.
And this was only a quarter of the way.
I pulled my jumper closer together.
I really need to get a new one,
one that actually has a zipper that works.
A hoodie that's not so huge that it collects the wind,
instead of keeping my head warm.
Hands frozen to the point of being numb.
Legs completely senseless.
I continued walking.
These things I feel. But -
They're also the things I don't feel.
The umbrella was blown away,
the light backpack in my hand was taken along with it.
The wind tore at me.
How can a place so familiar, become so hostile?
I bowed my head even further at first.
But the wind pulled the hoodie straight off my head.
So I faced it.
It felt like an unstoppable gale, coupled with the strongest vacuum.
Everything was starting to give in.
The cars were lifted like there was no gravity left.
Trees were being uprooted.
The traffic lights shone no longer.
A blinding white light absorbed it all,
and flicked off as suddenly as it had appeared.
I opened my eyes.
I sniffled.
I'm getting sick, it'll go away though,
I haven't been sick for as long as I can remember...
I looked out the window.
What if you do get sick, hmm?
What do you mean? haha
No. Seriously. What would you do?
I think I'll just cave in if I get sick.
If I become completely sick,
If I get a full-blown illness...
I'm gonna just cave into it.
There's really no point anymoar.
No point. At all.
Take it easy,
Mr. Jyamaigo
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
Extension
It's what I need.
In terms of time.
In terms of what I had.
In terms of what I wish I still have.
In terms of just ...
everything.
The Heats are tied up at 2-2 with the Cs.
I'm tied up with everything in life.
This is my playoff.
I have to win though.
Because there's only one chance.
What was the best fan,
the best teammate,
the best supporter.
Is now someone who just...
not isn't.
But just doesn't want to be.
There's no time.
No use.
Talking to me.
Music blasting in my ears.
Finals staring me in the face.
Usually when I say I needa study everything,
It's a joke.
Because I like being prepared,
or...
Semi-prepared.
With my semi-planning.
But this time.
No, I know nothing this time.
Talk?
I wish I could.
Needing someone,
Who doesn't care.
Take it easy,
Mr. Jyamaigo
In terms of time.
In terms of what I had.
In terms of what I wish I still have.
In terms of just ...
everything.
The Heats are tied up at 2-2 with the Cs.
I'm tied up with everything in life.
This is my playoff.
I have to win though.
Because there's only one chance.
What was the best fan,
the best teammate,
the best supporter.
Is now someone who just...
not isn't.
But just doesn't want to be.
There's no time.
No use.
Talking to me.
Music blasting in my ears.
Finals staring me in the face.
Usually when I say I needa study everything,
It's a joke.
Because I like being prepared,
or...
Semi-prepared.
With my semi-planning.
But this time.
No, I know nothing this time.
Talk?
I wish I could.
Needing someone,
Who doesn't care.
Take it easy,
Mr. Jyamaigo
Sunday, June 3, 2012
Wondering Hollow.
That almost sounds like a Bleach character,
for any of you that read bleach.
But, i guess the 'wondering' can actually be...
used interchangably with 'wandering'
Because that's what I've been.
Wondering,
and wandering.
Things are grim,
Whenever there's a little hope,
or what I think is hope,
it's just...
wiped away.
It's like completing an assignment.
But everytime you finish it,
and everytime, as it gets better.
The result is that it is just thrown away.
I'm genuinely wondering.
Are you well?
What've you been up to?
Are you cold?
Are you feeling alrite?
Do you need someone to talk to?
Did you eat well?
Did you sleep well?
Do you,
ever think of me?
I have a feeling I know the answer.
Cold winds blow,
and everyday it's the same.
I smile,
I laugh,
I work,
I play,
But inside.
It's always that feeling.
Nothing's there.
It's hollow.
And now, even my laugh and care,
has become something that is questionable.
Funny?
Not really.
If anyone has ever tried it,
or experienced it,
you'd know that it's not even CLOSE to being funny.
Imma skip off this topic now.
Try make something out of my blog post.
I know people like doom and gloom.
And don't worry,
The world has plenty of that.
NBA looking to be interesting.
The Heats up 2-1 in the series.
OKC and the Spurs are tied at 2-2.
At the rate the Spurs were going,
I really did think they were going to sweep OKC as well.
The matches are here and there,
can't wait for game 4 tomorrow of the Heat vs. Celtics
But I need to study.
NBA vs. Study.
I think the series would end sorta like...
4-2.
and NBA doesn't sweep study, simply because...
I actually need to study LOL.
Back to the music talk!
S-Club 7 were at UNSW just yesterday,
heard them rehearse 'Don't Stop Moving'
mannn, that was some nostalgic stuff right there.
News that Pitbull's gonna be having a concert here soon.
Imma keep an eye out on what's goin on and I'll keep y'all posted.
New Music:
Rock The Boat - Bob Sinclair ft. Pitbull
If Looks Could Kill - Timomatic
Dance Again Till the World Ends - Britney Spears ft. Jennifer Lopez & Pitbull
Back In Time - Pitbull
So Good - B.o.B.
Burnin' Up - Ne-Yo
Take it easy,
Mr. Jyamaigo
for any of you that read bleach.
But, i guess the 'wondering' can actually be...
used interchangably with 'wandering'
Because that's what I've been.
Wondering,
and wandering.
Things are grim,
Whenever there's a little hope,
or what I think is hope,
it's just...
wiped away.
It's like completing an assignment.
But everytime you finish it,
and everytime, as it gets better.
The result is that it is just thrown away.
I'm genuinely wondering.
Are you well?
What've you been up to?
Are you cold?
Are you feeling alrite?
Do you need someone to talk to?
Did you eat well?
Did you sleep well?
Do you,
ever think of me?
I have a feeling I know the answer.
Cold winds blow,
and everyday it's the same.
I smile,
I laugh,
I work,
I play,
But inside.
It's always that feeling.
Nothing's there.
It's hollow.
And now, even my laugh and care,
has become something that is questionable.
Funny?
Not really.
If anyone has ever tried it,
or experienced it,
you'd know that it's not even CLOSE to being funny.
Imma skip off this topic now.
Try make something out of my blog post.
I know people like doom and gloom.
And don't worry,
The world has plenty of that.
NBA looking to be interesting.
The Heats up 2-1 in the series.
OKC and the Spurs are tied at 2-2.
At the rate the Spurs were going,
I really did think they were going to sweep OKC as well.
The matches are here and there,
can't wait for game 4 tomorrow of the Heat vs. Celtics
But I need to study.
NBA vs. Study.
I think the series would end sorta like...
4-2.
and NBA doesn't sweep study, simply because...
I actually need to study LOL.
Back to the music talk!
S-Club 7 were at UNSW just yesterday,
heard them rehearse 'Don't Stop Moving'
mannn, that was some nostalgic stuff right there.
News that Pitbull's gonna be having a concert here soon.
Imma keep an eye out on what's goin on and I'll keep y'all posted.
New Music:
Rock The Boat - Bob Sinclair ft. Pitbull
If Looks Could Kill - Timomatic
Dance Again Till the World Ends - Britney Spears ft. Jennifer Lopez & Pitbull
Back In Time - Pitbull
So Good - B.o.B.
Burnin' Up - Ne-Yo
Take it easy,
Mr. Jyamaigo
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