Dull Day

It's been. I've been back onto playin' the piano, and that skill is so rusted my hands actually DO feel a little like metal. But the speed at which i'm readin' the notes n all, hasn't been lost. In fact, i think it may've improved. Which is why i'm hitting so many of the right keys, only at the wrong times hahaha, but all is well that i can still play a little here and a little there. It's a form of relaxation. And also a form of expression. For all you pianists out there, remember when either your teacher or someone who didn't know how to play piano at all told you that you could express yourself through playing music (eg. piano) and you were like....er...no thanks, i'll learn to play, play what i like and just pass myself off as a pro. Well, maybe not the latter, but I've definitely been told that before, and i've never really noticed much when i played piano. I don't mean to sound all deep and meaningful, but when you are feeling slightly out of the norm, or in an extremely good or bad mood, just have a seat and play a song or two. It's a different feeling. Maybe it's just simply the feeling of expressing yourself other than talking or screaming.

And you've all probably guessed, i didn't play piano this morning coz i felt GREAT. It was quite the opposite. Coz c'mon. Who in their right minds would go play music when theyre feeling down in the dumps? Unless you WERE fearless of what others thought of your musical talents. hahaha

Anyway, study day, study arvo, all the way till the sun went down. I raced the clock till my lecture time. And I won, the feeling was pretty good. The lectures weren't even past the half way point and i managed to ace the formal final exam of that whole portion of the course. Another step up. Baby steps, but they'll be the ones that lead to the big steps, and in turn, the big dreams.

Missing my grrl todayy, quite badlyy. Hope i can talk to her soon.

A little burnt but not peeling, thank goodness for that, but i've been going through bottles of water like a severely dehydrated person. But it's cool. Better superhydrated than dehydrated. I'm gonna try finish another chapter of the course. Wish me luck aye?


Take it easy,
Mr. Jyamaigo