Faces.

It's been a long time. Or so i think. Good news is work. This mayne is officially un-unemployed. Get that? hahahaha i thought it was quite suitable, courtesy of my mayne, Shadowlord. Speakin' of which. That mayne has yet another year of experience added onto his awesome repertoire, that mayne's a year older, and a whole lot wiser. Wish you an absolutely SMASHING birthday my mayne. And rest assured. We'll bring that Mcchicken back in no time. Coz srsly, how can maccas survive without the mcchicken?

Anywayz. Eventful or uneventful, today was a tiring one. A lot moar of these days to come, but its behind the shadow and dark clouds of these days that lies the fruit of our labour. So onward we push. First lecture boring as. Anatomy Lab for 3 hours. Two Dead people's heads. Disturbingly zombie-like. Two other....hanging things, making the whole class very concentrated...and disgusted...but laughing like crazy. I won't go into that. Random Spot test/quiz of the body parts. One of my mates is ...well... lets just say, i hope he has a VERY good memory for the next week or two. Otherwise he gon have problems. Calling the Humerus, 'Radium' isn't a very good sign :P

Well, onward to moar lectures. Boring boring. Then the trip home to change. Then back to the gym. Pilates. Pilates was surprisingly refreshing, even tho i didnt do the class, i just sat in to observe and it was....quite unexpected! Missed a Cycle class, coz i was a lil late, but that's alrite, i'll find another time. Then Home again, til the bro came home. Then back to gym. Cardio, Legs, Chest, Biceps. Killer. Nerve pain in my forearm, but i'll have to sort that out. I'll let y'all know whats wrong. Hopefully nothing major.

Long, eventful/uneventful day. But, as a tough mayne. And a fan of Ne-Yo. Imma say this using his words.

Please don't worry bout me, I'm fine.

Take it easy,

Mr. Jyamaigo

Sleepless Chronicles: The End (That's It) - Day 16

T minus minus 9000. Touchdown. Overwhelming sense of joy. Happiness. Tiredness. It is 8 A.M. Lecture. Sleep. It's not maths. Something about DNA. Meh. Lecture finishes. To Wentworth! Play pool for almost two hours. Lose 4.5 games to 3.5. So close. Dayummmm. Then a maths test. Seemed easy. Pretty sure I did well. And then my favourite...chem lecture. But it's all good.

Cos today is the last Sleepless Chronicle (for now). What I've been missing for almost 2 and a half weeks has now returned and I am a much happier kid. Like a 6 year old on Christmas morning. And all the presents under the tree are mine! Back. With no idea just how much was missing from my life.

And a keyring. And posters. And a shirt. And training. Big score for TSD today. Especially with the touchdown. Remind me to thank the pilot. My baby back. <3

There's supposed to be a lot to write, but there really isn't. Time spent together is time spent together. I'm not going to elaborate on that just now because that's between me, myself and not I. Got a problem with I, had to fix those cataracts.

And now I rest and wait. And dream of the future. In the most abstract ways possible.

This is how I feel right now (albeit a little tired).

Flying high,

The Sleepless Dreamer

Sleepless Chronicles: No Post Post (Violation) - Day 15

Super excited. But don't have much time to post. Short and sweet (exam tomorrow). Yes it's breaking the rules but I don't have the time to argue. Argue with me tomorrow, okay? Good.

Super Summary: Uni: Maths with buddy, chem quiz with buddies (semi-confident), chem lecture with more buddies, skip seminar to play pool with best buddy. Win at pool 2-1. Have pizza with another buddy. I won that six slices to two (he'd already had lunch). Psych lecture with lots of buddies. Funfun. I may/may have disrupted the lecture experience of those around me numerous times. Oops. Come home with cousin.
Study.
message.
Semi-organise.
Happiness.
Finish practice quiz.
Download Crysis. Legitly.

All in all a successful day.

And now for the second last video of the Sleepless Chronicles (time for a hasty search through iTunes)

When I get my wings, we will fly.

Up above the world so high,

The Sleepless Dreamer

Sleepless Chronicles: The Lost Day 2.0 (Good Reality) - Day 14

Only one day to go. It's getting that much closer. And I'm getting that much happier. Everyday. I so happy. Cos this time the metal tube that flies above the land, the sea, the everything is coming home. Home time. I feel like I'm in year 1 just waiting for the bell to ring. And there's like 5 minutes left.


Test tomorrow. And the day after. A warning. A bludgy day. And the promise of a poster. Yay. Optimus! Woooo. I'm too happy! Knowledge of a haffleh? Stuff is gonna go down. Gotta actually finish learning my flip. If I can.

Can't think. Chemistry on my mind. All the kinds.

Your kingdom awaits,

The Sleepless Dreamer

Sleepless Chronicles: Past Life (Westside B!tch) - Day 13

Quote, unquote. Ill times ill, dope plus dope. Ish was fun today. So what did I do? Stuff. =]
As you do. Well, as I do.

So I went for a massive drive today. For two hours. Up to Mt Druitt. "I don't know street names, I just know how to get to places." But I do know how to get there. Parramatta Road, Great Western Highway, Great Western Freeway. Simple, yeah? Brahahahah.

And I cleaned my fishtank! For Sting II. He's happy. But he played dead for bit. Scared me! But then i poked my finger in the water and he chased it. So I fed him. Food fixes everything doesn't it? I love food. What's your favourite food? Maybe I'll feed SII some fish fingers. Cos I can be sadistic like that :P

Grown Ups. Decent movie. Funny. But more on the cute side. Coupla hot chicks in there. But Hollywood's Hollywood. Designed to be like that. That's what they do. Can't make it without it I suppose. Here I am rambling. STOP. HAMMER TIME. Genius thought process. Great cognitive train. Which reminds me. So behind at notes. SiGH. Oh wait. That needs two i's. For Jyamaigo's sake. Or he'll hurt me. SiiGH.

But today is the beginning. The beginning of the end. The return to a past life. What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger. So I guess we stronger. As long as you're not a stranger. I expect stories from a million miles away. A million stories. Any less and I'll get angry. You won't like me when I'm angry. I go green and wear purple shorts. Quite amazing how they never rip. Ever.

Dragons lost their 5th in a row (yay!). Bulldogs lost [sadface] (slimmer finals chances now). On the plus side if they make it 7 losses in a row, they'll be clean out of the eight. Shock horror! But meh. I have two exams this week. Why don't I study? Nah mate, wing it. Lol jk, I will power study on Monday.

I'm trill, I'm ill, he won't but she willlllll. So close to touchdown. Not NFL style. Random post today. Soz no concentration.

Felt this was an appropriate choice for today.

Chuu Chuu, Chuggachugga,

The Sleepless Dreamer

Sleepless Chronicles: Growing Sane (Rational Irrationality) - Day 12

This Sleepless Dreamer slept. Like a baby. Last night. It. Was. Freaking. AWESOME. Complete revival courtesy of yesterday's rain. And maybe cos of the fact that I know that in 4 days I will be happy as can be. Happier even. And here you were thinking I was becoming normal. Gaining sanity. Yeah, right!

Today was a nothing day. No, nothing was happening in Sydney. No nothing new with me. Yes, I went to work. Yes, I got paid. Oh my gosh you have no idea how much I needed that money. Sleepless Dreamer was almost the Sleep(and penny)less Dreamer. But not so. So let's run away, on Wednesday and spend some monies! :D :D :D :D :D

Work was a bludge. Heavy lifting and landing gear. Oops my thoughts stray. Not so heavy lifting and admin duties. Maybe it just looked heavy.
"Do you go to the gym?"
"Nope."
"Really? Where did all your muscles come from? You look strong!"
Chuckles. You should see my brother, Jyamaigo...
Hahaha, dat riite man. You think you the only one that gets those comments, Mr Jay? Well guess what? I just happen to cut up more than you could with that keg of yours ;)

I may be starting to see that "What fat?" view you have of me Miss 123. 1434? Defs =]

I am The Sleepless Dreamer. Dreaming is what I do =]

Opening my eyes,

The Sleepless Dreamer

Sleepless Chronicles: Bring the Rain (Revival) - Day 11

"It's like I forgot how to sleep."

Well, right now I feel wide awake. Which is a good thing. Because this morning I could barely open my eyes. Then there was a whole conversation. At 6:11 A.M. And I love you for it. Woke me up. Kept me going. Slowly the serotonin did what it was supposed to. Haemoglobin activated its full potential. I live again.

Dip, slide, ride out. Power nap in Mathematical Modelling. So glad I don't have an exam for that next week. So calm yourself. Got two quizzes. Should be cool runnins mon. Psychology experiment...again! Questionnaire. Flashing images. "Distressing images". Not so distressing. Another questionnaire. Recall images. 97% correct. Not too shabby, aye? Anyways that's 2.5/4 hours done. Almost got 5% of the mark down. Measly 5 though. A mark is a mark right?

Chem Lab. Oh my favourite...No soil this time. Didn't see the giant magnet either. Just a bunch of solutions that we had to mix together and dilute and mix together and dilute. Rinse and repeat. Oh the joy. I can hardly contain my excitement. and CHEMICAL GARDEN! Sounds exciting, right? WRONG. Just put a bunch of salts in 25% w/v waterglass and watch them grow...for an hour. Funfun.

Found out one of my new friends is actually younger than me! I'm not the only young 'un to enter the university sphere. But to be fair, she skipped a grade. I didn't. But I don't mind. Hehehehe.
"How do you two know each other?"
"We don't"
"Oh?"
"I sat here and she sat there."
Guess we just get along huh? I like getting along with people. It's fun. I'm weird. Bahahaha.

And it rained today! I love the rain. Washes away everything. The pains of yesterday. The dirt of the world. Everything. The rain is my friend. Running in the rain. Reverting back to the inner child. I love the rain. It woke me up. And it will sing me a lullaby as I sleep tonight.

Haircut. Check.
Aesthetic. Check.
Learn how to carve the meat off a lamb carcass. Semi-check.
Guess I have to start cooking now, huh?

Heard this. Thought of us. Favourite artist ever (in his prime).

Raindrops falling on my head,

The Sleepless Dreamer


EDIT: And how could I forget. Co-founder of FnB, something of a friend, but more of a brother, my man Jyamaigo celebrates the day he was brought into this world. Happy Birthday brother bear.

Day.

I'm confused.

Happy Birthday.

Take it easy,

Mr. Jyamaigo

Sleepless Chronicles: Idiosyncrasies - Day 10

Double digits? That was quick. It seems like only yesterday when that number was a goose egg (that's a zero in case you're wondering). But I guess my body knew it was the first of the final days. Just wouldn't let me sleep. Finished assignmenting at 11:40 P.M., slept at 12, woke at 5:30 A.M. for no apparent reason. Great. Messages. Woo! Dead body, sleeping mind.

Trudge to kitchen. Cup. Two spoons chocolate. One spoon coffee. One spoon sugar. Rich blend of "keep me up in my lectures, please". Caffeine. It's a lie. Supposed to keep me awake but I was asleep within two hours. Curse this metabolism. Sleep in maths. Wake for psychology tute and lecture. Little break with a long time friend. Psychology experiment. Mix fake chemicals to determine which would enable a fictitious organism to live longer. Monotonous psychology experiment. Move on to chemistry. Cool light demonstration thingy. Turn panel clockwise, one light on, one light off. Opposite is TRUE. Zombie over to Biochemistry building. Spectrophotometry. Beeping machines. Right results, wrong results. Stomach ache. No food since breakfast...7 hours ago. Breeeeaaaaak. Toilet hunting. Get lost in the staircase. Successful adventure! Sleep walk through the next prac. Go home. Train to punchy. Walk to cousins. Beats pumping. Needed something to keep me awake. Stumble to car. Blackout. Wake up at home. Find bed. Sleep. Wake. Eat. Shower. The present is now...

My day in an italicised nutshell. So tired. No sleep. Please call. Just for a moment. I need to hear the voice. Anything. I can't sleep. It hurts my head. Dreams are meant to be painless. Mine are just weird. Like really weird.

Sitting here in my room, air-con on heating everything to a nice crisp. Thinking. Wondering what Jyamaigo is doing. Wondering what the other 4 J's in my life are doing. Wondering why I'm awake. Cheers to f*****g weekend, I'll drink to that. Only 15 hours to go for me. And hopefully at least 6 of those hours will be sleep. Maybe a couple will be Left 4 Dead 2 :P

One can only hope :)

I'm with it if you with it,

The Sleepless Dreamer

Sleepless Chronicles: Stuffed Crust (Can't Move) - Day 9

So tired. But can't sleep. So full. But still hungry. So dead. But must assignment. Don't you just hate it when life tries to screw everything up. It has this nasty knack of being perfectly able to mess with everything so completely that it's just on another level.

But I don't want to assignment. Even though I have to. So much lactic acid corroding my muscle strength. Typing is becoming so much harder. I have to finish this assignment so I'm gonna cut this short today.

I don't feel like dancing,

The Sleepless Dreamer

Birthday.

Yes. To the Father of Mr. J. Yo mayne right here wish his ol' man a happy and awesome birthday. I don't think i know anybody who handle stuff like you do. My ol' man has his ways with EVERYTHING, thanks for laying out the path as carefully as you can for me. I appreciate it. Imma do you proud. You the mayne! Bought a nice black forest cake, had a nice and cheery birthday dinner for the mayne. All was well. Smile on his face. Means good news.

The day was long today. real long. from 9-6. I was so out of it, I couldn't even find the strength to open my mouth to speak. I was terrible. All was dull, stomach just growled and twas just unbearable. Shoulda just stayed home. But did the right thing in going. Got handed an assignment LOL for psyc. So should be pretty easy to handle. Fitness testing was sweet. 30 pushups in 30 seconds. And i'm not even tryin'.

Rain was weird, random. Hit the gym straight after fitness testing. Workout was a punch to the face. Well not exactly. Coz it wasn't that bad hahaha, it was quite the opposite, physically draining but mentally empowering. The walk to the car in the wind and slight rain was worse than my whole week of workouts put together. But this mayne was warm. Whoever wouldve thought a scarf would do it all? :P

Mr. J: 1, Wind/Rain: 0

Can't really be happy bout that tho. This mayne CONTROLS the weather :P

Then drove my way home. Smooth sailin'. Even parking at home was a breeze. And i wasn't even tryin'. Ohkay. Imma stop that 'fore one of y'all hit me :P

HOME. DINNER. BIRTHDAY. DESSERT. FULL. wait, sorry, full-y sick. xP

Now to open up the work again, just when i thought a birthday could mean a night off. i remembered. It's not my birthday :P

Well, imma be tryna find the right level of 'stress'. Like the lecturer said today. Optimum working capacity requires a lil stress apparently. Imma try that out and tell y'all how it goes for me. And if its bad, imma tell y'all NOT to try it. Be happy :P

Take it easy,

Mr. Jyamaigo

Sleepless Chronicles: Halfway Home (I'm Not Dead!) - Day 8

Whoa. So totally forgot about this. Almost went to sleep without posting! I can't do that! Someone will punch me. In the face! I'm much too pretty to let that happen. Phew, lucky I got here just on time then, aye?

LOLJK, me not pretty. Just hot. Teeheehee. But in all seriousness, this did slip my mind. Even though the reason I'm doing this was on my mind all day. And in my train ride. Weird, right? In a long metal tube with my cousin and all of a sudden, BRAIN OVERLOAD! Thought processes everywhere. Oopsie.

It's good news week. Apparently. According to Jyamaigo over there. I still don't know what he's on about. He can go sit in his little corner with his first aid kit and go...fix himself? Haha I dunno man. How come YOUR uni friends get to see you and I don't? That's just wrong (and yes, I can be a BN about it too :P)

And it is the halfway point. The official start, but my official middle. Speaking in tongues. At least some people are. I'm still speaking in English. I hope. Maybe I'll start thinking in Arabic. That'll be fun. Made it halfway, can't be too hard to reach the end.

This damn Molecular Biology assignment is gonna be the end of me. Due on Thursday. Only halfway done. Gonna power through it in the spirit of last minuteness. A spirit certain individuals I know breathe for ;)

No basketball or First Aid for me. Just a sore neck and Crysis 2. Perhaps I shouldn't be downloading that as I attempt my assignment. Priorities and all. But stuff it. Me and my packet of Arnott's Kingstons will have much fun in defiance. Oh wait...I finished the packet about an hour and a half ago! :(

I finished school but I'm still learning. All for you :)

Dancing the night away,

The Sleepless Dreamer

Senior

First Aid that is. Senior First Aid. hahahahaha

That's right, next time y'all have a lil problem or somethin somethin'. Just let yo mayne Mr. J know and he be right there to patch ya up hahahaha. Dressings, Bandages, Pads, Slings, Defribulators, heck even CPR :P.

Twas fun in class, everything went by pretty fast, got let off two hours early. and the exam? dude, not only was it open book. It was 'freely-discuss-with-class-before-answering-questions' hahahaha, so was aighht. That's down, a few moar things to cover in the week.

Gotta catch up with uni mates to help em out with a lil with the supposed 'team' we got goin' for ball hahahaha. Missed it today, if any of em readin' this, my apologies.

Lectures to catch up on -no worries. Its me.- emails to reply to. things to look forward to, things to worry about, things to be nervous about. things to be...well, not so nervous about.

Bank Account settled. Bandage and sling sitting in front of me. I think i might just wrap up my arm coz im so bored hahahaha.

Anyway, things to do tonight.

I'll post up moar tomolo after another long ass day of the week.

Pretty soon my weeks gonna be full auwll the time.

I'll still post. Dontch'all worry bout that.

Catch y'all soon.

Take it easy,

Mr. Jyamaigo

Sleepless Chronicles: Death of Me - Day 7

One week gone! One more to go. It's getting that much more doable by the day. Combine that with uni, TKD, driving and life as I know it and it's pretty much gonna fly by. That's not to say my thinking won't stop. I mean, I'm just saying.

I want my new pair of Dre's to come in. Beats By Dre Tours this time. Got some Solos already, but sometimes you just want that direct injection of bass right between the eyes. In the brain region. Destroy everything with the Krunk. So now I sit and I wait. Waiting on my cap too. Hopefully that comes too. I need to rock a fresh one to uni. Soon. I hope.

Maths. Revised like 4 lectures in 20 minutes...Is that normal? Why can't all my subjects be like that? I mean, seriously, it'd make life so much easier. I don't even remember what I did today. Same, straight four hours in a row. Not really boring, but not really exciting either. Don't you just hate those days? You sit there waiting for something to happen. Someone to walk in. Anything to just change the stagnant flow of the day. Felt like that kinda day.

But another psychology experiment! This one was on the "Gaming Personality". Just a routine survey. But I did get to say that I'm Middle Eastern! Now don't start looking at me like some kind of terrorist. I only kill people who annoy me. Lol jk. I jest. The only time I kill people is in COD, and that's become a rare occurence. Me so nubby now hehehe.

Training was intense. It was like, fitness till you die. Kind of wish you were here. Just so I could watch you suffer with all of us. It would've been quite a funny experience...Jokes, we were all dead by the end of it. Headaches, loss of breath, loss of vision. You know, the kind of stuff that happens when your body is starved of oxygen, detrimentally effecting the capacity of that oxyhaemoglobin in your body. Veins, constricting. You get the idea.

Update: November. Four of us going. Three 2nd Dan attempts, one 1st. So don't have a panic attack thinking you won't be here to see it. Just calm down. ;)

It's just no fun partying with "all them girls". Maybe cos none of them ain't you.

Dying of lactic acid buildup,

The Sleepless Dreamer

News.

Good news, bad news. Good mood, bad mood.

Funny how quickly things can change.

Even funnier how differently things can be seen.

I guess it really IS 'just' a matter of 'perspective'. hahahaha

Well, so many things to look at, so many things to discuss. But this mayne has some good news.

But he ain't sure whether its completely good yet.

So, my apologies y'all. Be patient like y'all are for just a LIL longer? Itll be worth it. Promise.

Well, Devonshire Pancakes. mmmmm. mmmmm~ that stuffs pre-tty good hahahahaha

pancakes at the rocks, with the mother. GG. Good mother and son time.

Forearms about to break, dont know what from. I request Dr. House for my case.

Work work work. Uni just keeps comin'. But we, as the smart cookies we are will just keep dealing with it so it don't take us so lightly.

Well, speaking of work. Its back to work.

Take it easy,

Mr. Jyamaigo

Sleepless Chronicles: Giggity Giggler (Defribulator Flow) - Day 6

Sunday. Day of rest. In other words, the "it's against my religion to work today" day. Just when you need that little bit of justification to, you know, bludge. Like I need the justification though. I just do it cos I can haha. But I gotta admit there was a bit of productiveness about the day. Somewhat.

Started the day off bleary eyed and bushy...haired? Sure, since I don't got a tail. Food, shower, brush teeth, clothes. Church. Cousin's place. COD: Black Ops. Get beaten by a 13 year old that might just be playing Xbox that little bit too much. Home. Study. Phone call. Drive to other cousin's place. Maths questions. Food. Skype call. Annoying cousins. Giggling. Bad reception. Drive home. Attempt to Study. Find your notes have become corrupted. Reinstall Office 2010. Still experience corruption. Ask for help from the ShadowLord. Successful document recovery. Notes are not lost. All is not lost. Portal 2 Co-Op. Trollolololage. For the lols. Relaxxxxxxxx. And now, specifics:

The phone call. Call the mothers. Just to tell them to lock up their daughters. Cos I'm really, really, really ridiculously good looking...< >. But in all seriousness, more of a catchup call then anything. What's going down at the TKD. More joking about a certain daughter (A). Discussions about an arrival day for said daughter. And, like, I swear she has the ESP. Knowing who it is before you say hi. When I've never called that number before...Fweakee.

Driving with zee muzzer. So frustrating. "Don't drive over 48km" But it's a 70km HIGHWAY! Sure I'll hold up every single person. S'all cool. Don't mind me boys and girls, ladies and gentlemen. Carefully inch closer to the speed limit. As you do =] Can't wait to clock my hours. Need about 35 more. By November. If the limit gets lowered. I hope it does. It better. I need to cruise sometime.

Notes backed-up, reinitialised and reinstalled. Props to ShadowLord for the help. And for the Portal 2 fun. Sorry for being a troll at times. But it was fun hehehe. And I did get trolled back. So I guess all is well and even in this war.

And for today, a throwback to a memory far from forgotten. Cos the only thing I got on is the radio. And pants =P

Getting hot in here,

The Sleepless Dreamer

Dancin' in the dark.

Senior First Aid. 16th August, 2011. Hopefully i'll be qualified this tuesday for that. Things to do, places to go, people to continue pestering to get things done. It's a push to get things done. It's even worse when it's a hobby to think about how people are gonna be like in response to whatever you say or do. It just makes it stressful. But that's that.

Happy Birthday to one, Squid. Couldn't make it to your place to share that hot pot with y'all, but hope y'all had a blast. Esp the bday boy. Bday punches. still to come hahahaha

The temperatures not helping out, freezing errywhere, moods moar bad than good. Things are ... a lil weird. But not to worry. Take things as they come. I have quick reflexes, thats a good thing right? Blue pen, Red pen, Black pen, lined paper, scribble, write, write, write, recite, check, underline, scribble, write, write, write, remember, pause. Glass jar, Bicycle playing cards, external harddrive, monitor, ceiling, lights, speakers, iPhone. I'm real confused now. Breathe, sit back, don't think. Stop fo a second and then restart this brain of yours.

Alrighty, back on track. Had mud cake, with hint of orange zest to stop if from being so overwhelmingly sickening like most mudcakes are....when you eat too much hahaha

Feelin' all jerked around and nervous, I can't sit still, but i cant even think of what i want to say properly, listened to some new songs, funny how they all sound similar till you pick em out and compare em. Then they don't sound alike at all.

Cobra Starship ft. Sabi - You Make Me Feel

Dev - Dancing in the dark

Alexandra Stan - Mr. Saxobeat

David Guetta ft. Taio Cruz, Ludacris - Little Bad Girl

Just to name a few, the net's being the SLOWEST LOADER IN THE WORLD RIGHT NOW, MY WORDS ARE LAGGING, MY DOWNLOADS AREN'T EVEN MOVING.

Yo mayne here's just out of it. From all perspectives. Spherically Out Of It.

If good news happens to fall upon yo mayne here, rest assured. I'll let y'all know.

What the hell was the title of the post about? Just happened to be what i was doing randomly a lil while ago. Dancing. in the Dark.

Take it easy,

Mr. Jyamaigo

Sleepless Chronicles: Early Bird (The Catchup) - Day 5

Whoaaa...Hazy. Bzzz Bzzz. Huh? What was that? Bzz Bzz. Oww, my head. Huh? Facebook notification? What's the time? 6:40?! QUICK! Only one person would be up at that time. Because it isn't that time. To them. (Confusing, isn't it?). Okayyyy. You woke me up to say she's hot? Dayum hahaha. You are SO mean. Sososo mean. But I do miss you. Just a little. Little bit more than that. Okay, maybe a lot. Anyway...hehehehe.

Man, last night was fun. Always is when the boys get together. Happy Birthday Eggz! Hope you enjoy the prezzie. And that hot pot was something different for me. Gwailo never had that before. Gwailo still can't even use the chopstickies. It's like...giving someone a fork to eat soup man. I the white ghost. No chopstick for me. But seriously,  that food was good. "The asian version of a barbeque". All this stuff that I didn't know what I was eating. But food is food. And good food is very good. Thanks for having us over.

Supposed to go to work today. Supposed to. Got up at 8. Almost ready. Then dad leaves. Without me. Didn't even ask if I was coming to work today. I suppose I should maybe have mentioned it to him beforehand. Maybe. Slight error in judgement on my part. Small one :P But I'm running out of money! I need to work! Curse this insanity of a uni schedule. Too many hours, not enough days in a week for me. Crud. Oh well. Day at home to study it is.

But wow. Learning and Motivation lectures are, ironically, not that motivating. It took me three hours to go over one of them. Like wow. And Molecular Biology and Genetics is almost the same. Holy crap. The trials of the average modern day scientist are killers. Too bad I'm not your average, modern day scientist then. I'm special. the special kind of special. Yeah. The good kind.

And then, and then...Skypeeeeeee. Oh how I loved that. Kinda like when you've been homesick. And then you come home. And everything is good. In fact, everything is great. And when you're done, you somehow feel that much more special. That's what it was like today. If only internet wasn't such an issue. I mean, jeez, how hard is it to find a good spot in a country? Like, is it really that hard? :P

And "catch me up" they say. Catch you up? Kinda hard. Been trying to do that all week. Let's go through a quick recap of the things I haven't quite said yet.
     ~ TKD: Busted ear on a kid, grading was yesterday, I think only a few went (if any). Apparently
         I'm going to the next one (or sometime soon) to get the first of three black belt stages underway)
        and pretty much everyone above me and on my level (hehehe I got to legitly say "on my level")
     ~ Uni life: I made some new friends! BAHAHAHA! I'm good like that. I like new friends. Friends
        are fun!
     ~ Life in general: same ol' same ol'. Nothing ventured nothing gained. =]

And just so you know, I'm aiming to get these posts out by between 9:30 - 10:00 P.M. over here so you can have a leisurely read after your luncheon break (I assume you to be feasting on all things created by the Spaniards, for the Spaniards, you almost Spaniard!). That's 1:30 - 2:00 P.M. just FYI. Cos, I know I'm the one who has to do the maths around here =P

And today's spot goes to one of my all time favourite artists R. City (formerly Rock City). It speaks for itself. Especially the hook.

 

 Dreaming sleeplessly,

The Sleepless Dreamer

Sleepless Chronicles: Super Magnets and Carrots (Note Taker) - Day 4

Sleeeeeeeeeeep. I need it. I can't find it. I'm an insomniac these days. I don't know why. Well maybe I do. But I can't admit to it. No not me. Not ever. Well maybe only to the actual person. The reason. Maybe. For a smile.

Errrrgh. Mutha-Ish gotdamn. I ain't cut up a face yet. Hell I can't even do anatomy till next year. Maybe I will though. And then I can cut up a face Mr Jyamaigo. Maybe it'll be yours. Hehehe. I jest. But seriously. Haha. Stay safe mayne. You shoulda been here tonight but you had "something" on.

The only thing I got to experiment on today was soil. Not the old aged gentleman kind. The natural, normal, dirty kind. It was sooooooooo exciting...not. BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Soil. Yeah. Exciting. But you could grow carrots in it. Maybe. But we didn't get to test that. Cos it was just so exciting.

Super Magnetic Field. I saw one today. Hell man they big. But we aint get to use them yet. Maybe sometime later. I used to have hood dreams. Big fame big chain. Man that's awks. Sitting next to a black guy on a train. Listening to loud rap music. N word every now and then. I hope he don't kill me hehehe.

Chilling with the boys today. Happy birthday for tomorrow for Squiddy today. But there's really one thing that I want. Right here with me. Right now. And it's still quite a while till I get a chance to get it back.

I think you know why I chose this one for today. <3

Posting from a phone so I dunno if that'll work.

EDIT: I'll fix the video up when I get a moment on a proper computer

EDIT II: Fixed.

Hoping to hear a rhyme soon,

The Sleepless Dreamer

Trade it all.

That's right boy. This mayne would trade it all,

even if I was the wealthiest man in the world.

I'd give it all up just in a split second.

Even if it was just to catch a glance.

For a single touch.

~~~

TODAY WAS THE DAY, THIS MAYNE SAW HALVES OF FACES IN DISSECTION ROOM.

to be honest that stuff was PRE-TTY disturbing, put me out of it for the rest of the day, it's ALWAYS like that, you finish in the dissection room with these specimens and you're all gone, nothing to spare, day before yesterday was alright tho, compared to this day, it was just learning how to eat a sultana. Rinse and repeat. It was so boring tho, besides seeing and checking out the specimens, the demonstrator takes 3 hours to tell us about what usually what would take 30 minutes to read. TOPS. SiiGH, but i wont complain, the disgusted looks on people's faces are quite the amusement when it's not that bad. But you can never be too sure, was actually quite creepy when the eyes opened and closed....luckily we found out that it was us that wasnt paying attention and that the demonstrator had opened and closed them hahaha...thinking too much?

Then just when you thought Anatomy was over. AFTER you've breathed that sigh of relief. You come to the realisation that....ISH! There's an Anatomy lecture RIGHT NOW, OMGGGG. And so what you do is....well, not what Y'ALL would do. But if y'all were ME...you'd dodge out and buy some food. Go to the lecture, write down the minimal but essential notes till you accidentally pack up too early. Unpack, write down the last 3 extra words you would've missed and THEN pack up again and head out to buy a PROPER MEAL.

Then you eat away during a lecture about Schizophrenia before checkin' the time to feel that sinking feeling you get when you've TOTALLY forgotten about something. I'd lined up an experiment. and i was already 40 minutes late. ahh....let's go and play nice and see it through that i don't get penalized. And so i go. Got guilt-tripped but no credits taken off. Phew.

Network card installed. Means i can finally switch from the old, constantly disconnecting net, to a faster and much moar consistent CABLE of a net. as much cable as it is. Its WIRELESS :) me likey. Now im bumped up to 350GB or 500GB of downloads i think? i forgot which, but either way, imma be speeding through and downloading all i need at rates thatll make multiple movies look like im downloading songs hahahaha (hopefully). Oh and did i mention...i dream a lot? hahahaha

Now it's gone cold, those nasty illnesses goin' all round. y'all be careful aiight? and to my baby grrl, get well soon yeah? let me know if there's anything i can do to make you feel better :) im here just. for. you. ~

Now to be nervous and excited. This mayne's on a mission.

Success is my only option. Failure's not.

Time to give it my all.

Take it easy,

Mr. Jyamaigo

Sleepless Chronicles: Something's Gonna Stick (Heavensent Voice) - Day 3

Hmmmm. Brain. Dead. Rest. In. PIECES! I wanna dissect another brain. Last time was too long ago. I wanna cut something up. Love a knife in my hands. Not between my ribs thanks. I only have two (knives that is) :( But one is purple! I like purple...Hehehe.

Slightly exhausting day. Uni is the ish (tryna keep it PG for somebody, you can't say I don't try). Man I don't even remember. Wait, I remember falling asleep in maths...again. Oops. And then a psychology experiment which I now have to do an assignment on. Whoever said uni was easy was a bad, bad liar. Imma punch them in the face. Ten bux says I'm an outlier in this experiment. I mean, someone as special as me always is.

And blind lecturers! Talk about trippy. And chemistry. YAY! At least I caught up on one week of chem work (and got some bonus sleep again). Only two to go. Joy. Mmmm, just need a day where I can just chill with my friends. I need to relax moaaaaarrrrrrr. I'm just soooo damn paranoid (hahahah, gotcha). You trill, he ill, man I'm just chill.

Whoa nonsensical rambling today. Guess that's kinda how I feel today. I can think, I just don't want to. Heard a voice I been missing for just that little bit. I liked it. More than liked. Made my day. Now if only someone could use an iPhone. Might get a proper tour sometime =P

But in all honesty, you know my number, my name, my skype thingymajiggy. Call me whenever you feel like you need to talk to me. 3 A.M. or not. YOU KNOW IF I'M TALKING TO YOU :D

And finally, today's song. I should probably explain the sentiment behind it. Or I might get slapped teeheehee

So like, here goes my explanation:
Good morning sunshine, you look beautiful today - well you kinda look beautiful everyday
I can't function without that something that gets me through the day - I think we both know exactly what this line is supposed to mean, you zombie!
Got me feeling like a King - understatement
Pretty much the entire chorus - sex, lovin' and legs, pretty much you got all that appeal down :P
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY OF ALL
The song pretty much takes place in the kitchen - Bench top...need I say more?

Thinking of the coffee lovers,

The Sleepless Dreamer

Sleepless Chronicles: Lion's Den - Day 2

Shieeee 8 A.M. start. Means I woke up at 6. Gotdamn. So much happened. But I don't remember it all. All in a haze, all in a daze. I remember actually getting to my lecture on time (2 days in a row, fk yeaaahhhhh). Something about enzymes and activation energy. I'm a scientist. LADIES, PLEASE, one at a time :P (they might be waiting a while, cos I'm just so unavailable right now, emotionally, physically, mentally retardedly). PSYCHE! Teeheeheee, LAME.

Speaking of PSYCHE, I had a psychology experiment today. Flashing numbers and letters with stripes. Do they go in the red basket or the blue basket? What was the pattern? My score wasn't over 9000 [sadface]. It was something like 1046. Why wasn't I debriefed. How come the other people were? Am I really that special? Like "eat the paste" special, as someone would say.

Breeeaaaak in the Tech Lounge. With cookies. Nomnomnom. Such a fatty is meeeee. Cooooookies! Laptops. Laggggggg. Cookies remind me of something...or someone. Always there, in my mind. That kinda feeling that warms you up. Yeah. Like a cookie.

Maths and Chemistry to finish the day. Some talent, I ain't gonna lie. But, see above for statusicalness. Thinking of the time. Looking up a schedule. Calculating time differences. Plane won't land till 5 over here, methoughts. I was pretty close.

Training. Another sorta happy, sorta twinge in the stomach kinda thing. "Do you miss [insert name here]?" Hmmmm, do I? Well no shit, Sherlock! But I like them. They take my mind off things. Make the day funner. Make me SOCIABLE. Hehe. Little old me. And then..."Two minute break". QUICK CHECK PHONE! Winner! Heartfelt feelings. Jumping up and down (this is true, just ask GaGa). The world seems that much brighter. Everyone is happy. Except the older brother with the tongue piercing (his brother's name is my name). He winds up with a bleeding ear, courtesy of Mr Brown (thought you'd like to know).

Little MOAR training. Sit with the "brother" who is in a similar predicament to me in terms of parental guidance...(work it out JALface) =]. Chillllll. Home time. But not before I think of that one little thing that reminds me just that little bit more. Here it is:

"And I'd give up forever to touch you, cos I know that you feel the same way"

Got me thinking, what would you people give up? I'll throw this one into your ball park Mister Jay. Would you give up forever? I would. In a heartbeat. Believe that.

Trapped in forever,

The Sleepless Dreamer

Sleepless Chronicles: The Lost Day (Bad Dreams) - Day 1

12:30 A.M. Go to sleep
  2:30 A.M. Wake up

Can't sleep. Must sleep. Refuse to sleep. Fade to blackness...I don't wanna...

7:40 A.M. wake up. Empty house. Ghost town. Everything gone. Mind racing. What's happening? Is she here? When does she go? I have uni at what time? Am I gonna be late? I can't do this. Yes you can! But I don't want to...

Wait! Movement...A kiss on the cheek. Mummy? Before she leaves? I amble out of bed. Hunger takes over. The way to a man's heart is through his stomach. To the kitchen. Breakfast. Hunnnnnnnngggrrrry. Eat food. Check phone. Did I miss it? No. Just your imagination. Keep moving. Don't think. Shower. Quick! In case your phone buzzes. HURRY!

Uni. Walking. TEXT! Smile tinged with something...MOVE. For once I make the lecture on time. Can't think. What's the use? What's happening? Slowly doze off. WAKE UP. VECTORS. MATHS. CRAP. CHEMISTRY. EWWWW. Sleep again...zzzzzzzzzz.

Long day. Distractions. Can't stop thinking...Is she safe? What lecture am I in? Instrumental conditioning? Electroshocking rats seems fun. Flicker of red. RED BEANIE. I've seen that before! Same beanie, different head. Keep moving. Hmmmm. Seminar. Awesome.

Any of that make sense to you? Pretty much how I felt all day. Uni was lacklustre to say the least. But there was some fun. Words With MY Friends. Oh and Chess too. Oopsie. I guess I was supposed to be listening to that lecture...Hmmm :P

One thing remained constant. I mean, I'm just saying. It's Day 1. My thoughts are already unorganised. The Lost Day. The day spent inside a metal tube 6000km above sea level (or some such number) with no interaction with the outside world. A day passes. Nothing is as it seems. That day is lost. And a little lost boy is lost too. Just a small, insignificant speck. Lost on the windshield of the windscreen of life. Needless repetition. It starts now. Why so lost for? WHY SPEAK IN RIDDLES?

Oh man, I need to get out more :P

But yeah man, this is (officially) the first Sleepless Chronicles entry. There should be approximately 15 more to come so stay tuned for a daily insight into the weird and (not so) wonderful mind of one extremely Sleepless Dreamer.

P.S. I miss you already

One a day won't keep you away, a certain specially made doctor tells me ;)

P.P.S. The death(?) of a King. Apparently confirmed. R.I.P. Zyzz. I didn't know you personally but you were an inspiration to a lot of people. May you chill in Olympus, son of Zeus.

Riddle me silly,

The Sleepless Dreamer

Sleepless Chronicles: Navman (I'll Be Fine) - Day 0

Okay, here we go...the only thing I got on is the radio-oh...

So, I know it's not Day 1 just yet but I couldn't sit here and do nothing. And I did put Day 0. So here goes. Tomorrow's the day. The day she goes. T: -14hours. And, well, I don't really know how I feel. I gotta say I am happy. I mean, Spain. It's not like that opportunity comes everyday. And for WYD11. I mean, even I planned on going. But uni and stuff. But yeah. It's gonna be awesome.

On the other hand, I HATE goodbyes. And 16 Days without her? I can't stand 3 hours. So what do I do? I'm told I'll be fine. Hell, even one of my favourite kid's mum told me I would be. And I guess I will. But I really don't want to test the theory.

Oh for those of y'all reading this like "Saywha..? What this dummy on about?" I promised a day to day account of stuff. Yes. Stuff. I have a way with words, I'm told.

Anyways, I'm just sitting here daydreaming about you, and all the things you do.

Oh and I LOVE the Backstreet Boys.

I love your Spanish(almost) eyes :P

Gonna be a Sleepless night,

The Sleepless Dreamer

Double Digits.

o4o811~ That makes it 10 :)

The special feeling you get when you just think of someone.

Couldn't see someone today, my special someone.

I feel a lil out of it. Maybe coz of that, but we're gonna make up for it.

That makes me feel a lil better, if we cool. I hope we cool :) Babbee? :)

Had a dull day at the uni today, class was bad, but i could text someone.

Lab was boring as hell and not all that pleasant, but i could think of someone.

Experiments weren't worth the 'game' hype, but i could imagine hugging someone.

To be honest, nothing else matters. It's just as long as I have that special someone,

even if it's just so i know that they're there.

Yo mayne right here, Mr. J, would just like to say, how much he appreciates havin'

a special someone, as his special someone.

So just believe in me babe,

and we'll deal with the rest~

:) <3 (:

I love my smilingf00l~ xD

always~

Take it easy,

Mr. Jyamaigo

Don't worry, there's no sugar. Just karma.

Hey, how's everythang? crazy weather's gone a lil crazier but a lil nicer too. That's a good sign aiight? Sun was nice today. Laughs n smiles all round. Was nice.

Had myself a subway. haven't had those in AGES. and yes. made me decide that i'll grab one next time im out hahaha.

Today had me seein' a few pretty intriguing things, how some people can be so into something that nothing around them matters. Whether it be the top scientist concentrating on whatever the hell he's up to, to the hidden motives of a small chit-chat here and there. Which brought me to the scene of a few friends amongst their chatter. Y'all ever been so into a conversation with someone or a group of people and not realise that...there were moar people/people listenin' to what y'all sayin'? It's quite funny. But enlightening, to see how much people can put into something so small. Gives us all hope for the big stuff then aye? or...maybe...we all just concentrate on these small things coz it makes us feel like we can do it. But turn around and when we all hit the main stage, suddenly it don't feel like we can do it anymoar, and so we shy away...

Guess it's a matter of perspective hey?

And yes, y'all can say that the stakes are different, and the chances you take are this, and opportunities of doing something else is that. But in the end, it's kinda like... the most you'll get is the most you've ever thought of achieving. Dreams included. So be happy. Sometimes y'all really DO underestimate urselves. Most things ain't that hard. Just put yo mind to it.

On a different yet slightly similar note. Last weeks chapter of Bleach (manga, for y'all that read.) seems like the main characters gon lose his powers ... AGAIN. But within the same train of thought above. It's led me to continue thinkin'. That's life, isn't it? Bouts of losing ur strength (or whatever you may've lost) and then gaining back either something similar, something different, or something completely different that you learn to adapt to. And since our lives aren't really ....anime or manga where we can have another go with a single stunning plot twist... i guess it's where we seize our opportunities, hit it as hard as we can, all the while, enjoying what we have.

"Easier said than done." I can hear someone say. Well... that's applies to .... everything hahaha. I know it applies moar sometimes than other times. But nonetheless, it applies. And like all things, it's either done or not done, right?

And bringin' it back to karma's terms. What goes around, comes around. Even if it's a pepsi max can you threw at me. Trust me, you'll get it back :P and if you wanna know why it'll ALWAYS be like that...just ask my mayne TSD :P and if you STILL don't get it... some'll just have to learn it the hard way aye? hahahaha

Well, let's take a breather from all that talk.

Mocha nice, Sun nice, spent the day being part of my baby grrl's monday at uni~ what moar could i want? andd.... congo to herr on the news that is good, that soon will be GREAT! hahahaha

Aights, enough is enough, yo mayne right here'll stop ramblin' on bout what's on his mind and get some relax time before he hit the sheets. y'all have a good evening, day, or afternoon, if we REALLY that international hahahaha

Take it easy,

Mr. Jyamaigo